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[03 Oct 2004|12:55pm] |
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Last night was a bit beyond knowing how to explain it. I took a path that led me to a psychedlic enlightenment which has opened my eyes. I realize now that I'm so small and alone. This world is so large and I'll never be able to experience half of it. The good thing is that only a small percentage of the worlds population will hardly get to experience half of it. So I'm not alone. Aparently now I have a homecoming date but really it's not a date, it's just that neither of us want to be excluded so we shall go as friends. It will be fun because afterward I'm walking down the path again. One thing about last night, I kept repeating the phrase "I don't know" a lot. I think everything is very incomplete. I hope it's ok to think that, is it? Being in my senior year and not knowing what the hell I'm going to do is really starting to scare me! I guess this is normal. It's so hard going to two school in order to graduate but I put this on myself so I can finish it. Well... I hope so atleast. I don't know I'm going to ponder a little bit more on my meaning here. So leave a comment if you want. PEACE
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| GIRLS fucking suck |
[18 Sep 2004|03:29pm] |
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It's come to be a tradition now that every friday night the same people get to tegether and party a little bit. Only this weekend was different. Someone has a great idea to invite the girls to stay with us. BAD FUCKING IDEA! Jim and I had talked about it before the night even started and from the beg. we didn't want them there. Well it just sucks because he likes the only guys night out idea and I just could not be around and bunch of my friends with their girlfriends. Like I said earlier, " Here stands the most lonely man you'll ever know." However I was told something last night that made me think about a lot of things but thats a whole nother story. Sorry I got a little sidetracked. Well everyone knows that when a girl is there, drama is right behind them. Well I am truely sorry guys I can't go into immediate detail about everything because none of it was about me so it's really not my place to tell. But yeah long story short, GIRLS fucking suck. Tonight Kya(however you spell her godamn name, no effence Jeff) is having a party with Emaline and Vaya playing at it. Should be fun but that place is really fucking sketchy. It feels like a crack den sometimes. But yeah I can't wait b/c we might be going back to Jeffries dad's house. That should be really fun. YAY me
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| This is so shitty |
[16 Sep 2004|07:54pm] |
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XIU XIU-I Luv the Valley OH! |
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Well I was pretty damn posative that we would not have school tom. but oh no, Gwinnett has to keep all schools tom. Anyway we're going to waffle house tom. mourning so that will be fun. Eat a little bit, smoke a little bit. After Joe K and I are finally going to see Sky Captain and the World of Tom. Well there is one up side to going to school tom. I can get isabelle's number so we can hang out over the weekend. Fuck Yeah. I love those exotic beauties. Damn, big lightning in my window. I'm pretty sure it was aimed at me b/c GOD hates me. No offence to any of you believers. By the way, the closest I get to religion is Buddhism. Evan though I just contradicted myself making a statement about god hating.(insinuating that he's real) But I'm gonna get the hell out of here. Man I can't wait for this weekend.  God I love this band!
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| WTF |
[15 Sep 2004|08:38pm] |
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Another fucking wonderful band. Well my livejournal is up so that's cool i guess. Today was good. I finally started a drawing that is portfolio worthy. Hopefully I will have 18 more items to send to ACA by Jan. 1. Well one of my select teachers has decided to be a fucking whore and bitched me out yesterday. She expects me to do the greatest work possible when her pictures and drawings are fucking half-ass and horrible. Oh yeah, I talked to this hot latina today. She's from Chile and her name will be disclosed for now. But I really hope something comes out of it b/c she is really awesome. YAY me! Well I'm getting out of here. LATER
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| This man.... |
[14 Sep 2004|11:00pm] |
The Mars Volta are so amazing. I can't wait for the new album and especially can't wait for when they come to town. Jim and BO know why.
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| Has it struck me? |
[14 Sep 2004|10:35pm] |
I've been waiting since birth to find a love that looks and sounds like movie. I want so badly to believe that there is truth that love is real and I want life in every word to the extent that it's obserd. You perfect verse is just a lie, you tell yourself to help you get by.
-The Postal Service
Here stands the most lonely person you'll ever meet.
My heart beats to the tone of every passing foot in hope that they will look and stop. I will tell you in another life when we are cats. Every passing moment is a chance to take it all back.
I was sitting back on the open road Wras on when it struck me. I've come to terms with myself. Don't praise me, pitty me. It only took a year or two. To those who have no clue what I'm talking about, Don't as, it's a year long explanation.
Oh and yes, the single young handsome man in that is me. The top consists of some of my closest friends including the great Jon Acosta. What a guy. He may of had a bit of a hard time figuring out what was important to him but I'm proud of him. Oh and Bryan,don't regret a thing it was all for the best.
Well the last weekend I just had was classic. I got to hang out with Jim, Joe, Dru, Jon Jon, and several other pals. You can only guess what we got into. Gulp Gulp..... Well here's my first entry. Smile You Fuckers. I hope your happy.
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